Lessons from our 30 Day Manifest

Thursday, 16 July 2009
Today is the final day of Emma and I’s month-long manifest. It has been at times a challenging experience and we have both learned such a lot!

Here are some of my lessons:

The notepad was too small! I found I was limiting myself to what would fit in the page and cutting myself off from the flow I really wanted to manifest.

On a similar note, I realised I was asking only for things which I thought had a chance of coming to me - I wasn’t allowing my imagination to take flight.

Almost from day one I found I often didn’t know what I wanted. How can you manifest something when you don’t know, or aren’t admitting, that you want it?

As the days progressed, so did the fear. Fear that things wouldn’t manifest, fear that they would! Fear I was doing it ‘wrong’. Fear that I didn’t deserve any of it anyway.

Sometimes the lesson was - you get what you ask for. I manifested a parking ticket one memorable morning. And on another occasion I manifested the 3 clients I’d asked for - except I’d forgotten to ask for them to be paying clients - the clients were friends who I was happy to work with free of charge, but I also learnt the lesson!

The truly useful aspect of the exercise for us both was that each day, with each manifest we were able to use Theta Healing on ourselves to get to the root of the issues which were preventing our successful manifest.

The beliefs we tested for were varied and sometimes bizarre! Some of mine were:

I’m a bad girl and don’t deserve anything
Money is bad
Someone will take away all my things if I have them
Nobody wants me to be rich
I have to make everybody happy
It is wrong to have material possessions

And quite a few others which were totally unexpected. Once these beliefs were changed using Theta techniques, I noticed a big improvement in the flow and speed of my manifesting. I’m not sure how successful it would have been if I hadn’t been able to clear and identify these unconscious beliefs.

So all in all it’s been a great exercise. And did all my manifests appear?

I’d say about 70% of them. Most of the small things did - possibly because I believed more strongly that they would. And my feeling is that in my on-going manifesting, I need to aim for the moon - get lots of passion and fun behind the manifest and not settle for something just because it seems possible to attain.

I feel very confident now about my manifesting abilities. Having cleared away many of the beliefs and fears which were blocking me and having faced some of the excuses I was putting in my way, I can honestly say that each day the flow of abundance gets stronger.

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