I’ve had an interesting morning and it’s only 10am but that’s life in Theta for you! I was getting myself into a twizzle about something and moaning that whenever I am just being myself things go wrong.
I stewed for a bit and then remembered I’m a Theta practitioner so I worked on finding out what was happening with me. The interesting thing with Theta healing is that most times beliefs are changed and sorted in an instant and sometimes it’s like opening up an overstuffed box of stuff. And for me this morning - yup, it was the box.
First of all came the belief that I didn’t trust myself. Then with further digging came out a whole program about judgement - that I keep myself in a cage because I feel the judgement of the whole world if I dare to let the loving, natural, sometimes horrible me out. And of course in there too was the judgements I hold about the ‘shadow’ side of me. And for dessert, my deep belief that by being who I truly am, I’ll harm and hurt, not just my family and loved ones but the whole world. (It’s amazing how often in Theta healing clients believe at a very core level that they are responsible for the whole world.)
Yikes! Naturally I asked for these beliefs to be changed and for me to be taught the feeling of loving myself and others. I was shown an image of myself with constricting rubber bands round me and I felt them ping off and fall away as the beliefs were lifted. I also got the sense that these beliefs - this holding down of ourselves so that we won’t be judged - were being lifted back through my ancestral lines and I asked for them to be cleared in my granddaughters too. (Alora at age 2 just laughed - she is too young to take on these limiting beliefs!) And then I was shown all the people who match my frequency, my vibration crowding round me, laughing and loving and coming into my life.
So I have come into 7th Space with a spring in my step because I can now work at an even deeper understanding of this issue with my clients.
I stewed for a bit and then remembered I’m a Theta practitioner so I worked on finding out what was happening with me. The interesting thing with Theta healing is that most times beliefs are changed and sorted in an instant and sometimes it’s like opening up an overstuffed box of stuff. And for me this morning - yup, it was the box.
First of all came the belief that I didn’t trust myself. Then with further digging came out a whole program about judgement - that I keep myself in a cage because I feel the judgement of the whole world if I dare to let the loving, natural, sometimes horrible me out. And of course in there too was the judgements I hold about the ‘shadow’ side of me. And for dessert, my deep belief that by being who I truly am, I’ll harm and hurt, not just my family and loved ones but the whole world. (It’s amazing how often in Theta healing clients believe at a very core level that they are responsible for the whole world.)
Yikes! Naturally I asked for these beliefs to be changed and for me to be taught the feeling of loving myself and others. I was shown an image of myself with constricting rubber bands round me and I felt them ping off and fall away as the beliefs were lifted. I also got the sense that these beliefs - this holding down of ourselves so that we won’t be judged - were being lifted back through my ancestral lines and I asked for them to be cleared in my granddaughters too. (Alora at age 2 just laughed - she is too young to take on these limiting beliefs!) And then I was shown all the people who match my frequency, my vibration crowding round me, laughing and loving and coming into my life.
So I have come into 7th Space with a spring in my step because I can now work at an even deeper understanding of this issue with my clients.
2 comments:
Phew...thank goodness you did all this before coming into work :o)
Lol - yes, isn't it!
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